SUCH A FREAK !

I WANNA GET OFF !!!!! I can't stand the old me, the procrastinate me, I hate myself being that way. I'm chasing these lessons, but still can't find the scheduled time to finish them up. goddddddddddddddddd

I AM !

I AM JEALOUSS X_X
:(
In fact, I am not whom he sees the only one. I don't know. I wanna ask him if he thinks of me the only one like I do but I'll seem so weak. hell to this feeling. freak out !!

wanna throw this feeling away but I just can't bear with it. I fall for him. and I know I'm not interested enough to get his attention though he said he likes me. thanks for liking me. yahh......

sad

i'm sad of being procastinated. regret will pick me up one day !

Obviously

Obviously, I am stupid. Stupid to be in love. I wish I could say all words in my head, they are spinning round and round. just answer me, do you keep someone in your heart? cause you seem to just vanish. I start the conversation, you end it. Obviously, I understand. How's that even possible for someone to treat a person well who's recently known and we haven't met yet. *chuckle* Silly Me.

Such a Drama

Silently sneaking him out
Everyone must have fallen in love in the young age, everyone
It doesn't even matter to me if he ever did too
question, " does he keep the feeling?
Is he waiting for someone?"
such a drama
I'm waiting for him, but He's waiting for someone else
He doesn't send any signals if I exist either
It's always be me who's asking if he's for real
It's always be me who's this awkward, annoying and unwanted girl
craving and painting my life with my own imagination
for he would throw his first conversation to me, throw the simplest out-of-date question is okay
but, no
He won't
a simple thing I want from him is what I can't get
It's like I'm chasing all those stars in the early morning
Mission failed, feeling not matched
All these signs give me a thought
that "you-let-me-in"
but "you-don't-welcome-me"
such a drama huh.